Huge realization today.
When you’re at this stage of your life, some complicated things test you and push you to the limits. And then you can’t just ignore them coz it will affect you sooner or later. Yes, definitely…it’ll affect you. ME.
You need to think. Think and think and think and really try to think. It’s critical. Such a big deal. Matter between you and the future. ME and my FUTURE. Jeez. I don’t want to say I’m confused. I know deep inside, I know what I want. Where I wanna go…its just that, it’s a bit blurry at the moment. I need to find that (whatever/whoever/wherever/ it maybe). Needs to be more clear about myself and how I want to see things in the coming days, months, years.. I know I have tendencies to over think, but I need to figure this out. Soon. No really soon. NOW.
Oh my, so this it. This is how it works in the real world. Damn.
May the force of our Almighty be with me on this.
…but at the end of the day, Im still the same simple girl who aims “to be happy” - yes, that’s what I really want. My overall goal in life.
(via samlahbati)
